When
Lorrie Thomson began writing her debut novel “Equilibrium,” she never imagined
how drastically her perspective would change before the story’s conclusion.
“Equilibrium”
is about a family coping with the aftermath of a husband/father’s struggle with
bipolar disorder, and the ultimate tragedy brought on by suicide. It is the
story of the impact mental illness can have on a family, both in life and
death. Though poignant, “Equilibrium” avoids the trap of maudlin, telling the
story through the eyes of a mother and daughter who have come to accept that
life must be lived, only to see a new challenge surface that threatens their fragile
stability. And it is that new challenge, the inherited bipolar trait in the son
and brother, that rekindles all the fears and doubts and threatens to destroy
what the family has rebuilt.
Thomson
devoted hour upon hour to researching her topic. But the full impact of what
she was writing hit Lorrie’s heart when her son was diagnosed with
schizophrenia. Though “Equilibrium” remained a fiction novel, the complex
family dynamics became truth.
“Equilibrium”
is filled with drama. There is romance, love, dashed dreams, fear, and a
boatload of emotion and conflict. But, always, there is hope. As stated, the
story is told through the mother and daughter’s viewpoints. I liked that we
could see how each handled the circumstances affecting their lives, and no
matter how different they thought each other to be, in the end, their
commonality far outweighed their perceived differences.
Though
technically a literary work, I would recommend “Equilibrium” to romance and
young adult readers as well. There is definite attraction between major
characters, and those relationships bring their own issues to an already
struggling family.
A
former Bostonian, author Lorrie now resides in New Hampshire with her husband
and children where she writes full time, hunts for collectibles, and chats with
neighbors over a stone fence.
Q) How did your
son’s diagnosis impact “Equilibrium”?
A) I completed the
first draft of “Equilibrium” before my son showed any symptoms of his disorder.
After having experienced real-life trauma, and re-reading that draft, I was
surprised by how accurately I’d portrayed the family’s reactions. In subsequent
drafts, I’ve peppered in some from-real-life emotional responses. And the scene
in which Laura and Troy visit the father’s/husband’s grave? That was written
fairly recently, and helped me unravel a question I’ve been asking myself for
years. How can you tell the difference between a loved one’s personality and
his mental illness?
Q) I find it
interesting that a number of prerelease reviewers have recommended your book as
a ‘must read’ for discussion groups and book clubs. You pounded the “I want to
be published’ roads for ten years before finding a literary agent who believed
in your work. So, how does it feel seeing those kinds of reviews for your debut
novel?
A) It feels
wonderful! The response from the local high school has been overwhelming. I’m
excited about the enthusiasm from both adult and high school book clubs. I
can’t wait to sit down and discuss their reactions to the story. After hanging
out alone with my characters, I’m looking forward to hearing the thoughts of
many, many book clubs.
Q) A follow-up
question: What kind of pressure do those reviews put on you for your next book
due out in 2014?
A) Comparison is
inevitable. That said, just like a parent with more than one child, I feel
every novel I write is special in its own way. I hope the reviewers feel that
way too!
Q) Undoubtedly,
some readers will be people who have suffered through the circumstances your
characters struggle with. What comfort do you believe your book can provide them?
characters struggle with. What comfort do you believe your book can provide them?
A) I believe
there’s comfort in following the story of others who’ve weathered trauma,
persevered, and ultimately thrived. There’s comfort in knowing we’re not alone.
We all deserve real-life happy endings, even if those happy endings are
different from what we imagined at the beginning of our journeys.
Q) Your next book
also deals with life after a loss. What is it about that subject that compels
you to write?
A) When searching
for a story spark, I look to my own fears. And then, through my characters,
figure out how to stand up to them. So many people have lost loved ones, and I
admire their resilience. Even though “Equilibrium” and “What’s Left Behind”
deal with loss, the story perspectives are very different.
BTW, the 2015 book
will deal with a different type of fear.
Q) Any parting
thoughts for potential readers?
A) I hope readers
come away from “Equilibrium” with the feeling of having connected with the
Klein family, the warm fuzzy feeling of, yes, I’ve felt that too. I’ve been
heard and validated.